Nutrition: A Critical Factor in Healing
Eating and nutrition are vital to my recovery. This belief led me to request a feeding tube today, marking a significant step in my journey. From the very beginning at the Arthur Child, the medical team emphasized how essential nutrition would be, especially given the specific challenges associated with my type of cancer. As my treatments progressed, I was warned that getting enough calories would become increasingly difficult.
Early Expectations and Personal Determination
Initially, when I was introduced to the concept of nasogastric tubes, I doubted they would be necessary for me. I was confident that my love of eating and my understanding of nutrition's role in recovery would enable me to consume the calories I needed without additional support. I believed my resilience would be enough.
The Unexpected Impact of Radiation
However, I was not fully prepared for the effects of radiation treatment. By week 3, I began developing oral mucositis—painful open sores caused by the treatment. My struggles that week were likely compounded by not taking enough pain medication. In week 4, things improved slightly as my pain was better managed, allowing me to eat small meals, though very slowly. But by week 5, eating became nearly impossible.
Adapting to New Challenges
During week 5, I could no longer eat solid foods, so Darcy started making me smoothies. To boost their nutritional value, most smoothies were made with Boost as the base. Despite Darcy’s creativity, my body did not respond well, and I began gagging. As my sore throat worsened, even sipping water became a struggle. Thankfully, the nurses provided extra hydration treatments, which helped compensate for my inability to eat.
Making the Decision for a Feeding Tube
This Monday morning, it took me two hours to finish my breakfast smoothie, and the process was agonizing. During my hydration treatment, I asked the nurse to explain more about nasogastric tubes and consulted with my nutritionist Brynne, who supported the idea. Once I decided to proceed, I felt a sense of relief.
The Procedure and Moving Forward
I approached the procedure with optimism, and thanks to our wonderful nurse Melva, who took the time to explain everything, I felt prepared. With her guidance and some positive intention, the tube was inserted smoothly in less than thirty seconds. My first meal through the tube was a strange sensation—I could feel my stomach filling up. Tomorrow, Darcy and I will demonstrate to the nurses that we learned the proper technique for feeding, and we will set up my meal under their supervision. Wish us luck!